Another morning of waking up at 6:30 am. Another day of well most likely nothing. Today it's raining and gloomy outside, so that means no big plans. Not like there was any to begin with.
Yesterday I was told by my ex best friend that the man I'm in love with was in town visiting, and apparently today's the day he's leaving. It shames me to say what I would give to just hear his voice again, to have his arms wrapped around me, feel his soft lips on mine; one last time.
But that's depressing news. My accomplishes of today were painting my nails, and watching TV. Super exciting right? No. Not really. its even like a really crappy color. It was supposed to be red, but it turned out some crappy brown. Have you ever been mislead on makeup before? It sucks.
Crappy ass brown
But I have ONE week left before school. grade 11 and I have the following coursesA-AWQ3O
B-MSIP (multi subject instructional period) - I'll talk about that later
C-SCH3U
LUNCH
D-ENG3U
E-MCR3U
For those who don't understand the Canadian subject code that is...
A-Photography
B-MSIP
C-Chemistry
LUNCH
D-English
E-Math
Anyway, MSIP is a period where you are forced to sit in a room with a bunch of other kids and do homework, or depending on your teacher, hang out and do nothing. Like a spare. But more structured.
I spent all last year having the best MSIP of my life. One MSIP with Evan and my close friend Jackie, another with just Evan and I. And this year, I have to get by without my other half. My Evan. Which you will here how that goes through the duration of the making of my blog.
Interesting fact of today, apparently mascara has bat poop in it? Ew.
So this year I plan on making lots of changes, to my life and myself. Whether I can keep them is another thing entirely. I guess this will be a morning post. I'll probably post again later.
xoxo
Kaila
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